Volcano Blown

What a angry day... my group members for a project did not tell me tat they hav done my part and make me rush all the way to meet them...(halfway got a call fr them) unbeliveable... how could they juz tis wif out telling me before hand... *BLOOM* *BLOOM*
i begean to think do they want me in the group...??? if not they can tell me so...... y must do tis to me i'm not a slave or a robot to be order around and to appear whenever they like me to appear...

Sad World

No idea what happened today... first i juz asked my group what was i surposed to do only... they take it that i was asking them to do my part of the job... it was veri sad... Juz because of that i got a lecture from my MEP lecturer... so sad!!! That was ok....!!! The worst thing is that i saw the girl i like the most juz walking past me and didn't said a hello... O! my god... what is happening to me today... Althought i saw her and she saw me... Maybe she juz wanna to be alone for awhile....

A sad day

Today is a very sad day, when i was in band..... and i feel that i was out of place in my own section. Maybe its because of everyone is trying very hard to become SL of the tuba section.
No idea.... Juz feeling sad today..... extremly sad...... *Booo* *Booo*
Is there anyone out whu can care for me......
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Putting my mind @ erase......

Thinking for a very long time whether I made the right chioce or not I’m still wandering about her. She said that she has a lot of problems to solved, I can belief that but whether what she said is or not I’m still floating around looking for answer… for the moment all I can do is just waiting… hoping the answer will came sooner….